Everything is just a dream...

You ever had that wishing for your future to turn out happy, but in the end it won't? Because you know things will not work out the ways you wish it to be because life is not easy. Life is never easy, and it doesn't matter how good of a person you are, your future is blegh. I have finally came to that conclusion today, and I now know that my future is clear.

Creepers do exist O_O!

So on July 4th, I went to second mom's place to get the table to get ready for the party. She made me work because the place was busy and I shampooed and massage two people that day. The first customer was fine, but the second one was odd. To get tips, you have to converse with the customers to get to know them more personal. But this customer went a bit too personal. He is 39 years old and is from Iran. Single and live with his brother.
We talked, and eventually he told me I'm an interesting person. I said, "Thank you, you too." To be friendly and all, you know? When I went to massage/clean his face, he told me he like my touch. He then proceeded to ask me if I can give him a massage multiple times. I replied that I couldn't because I'm not specialized in it. He even asked if I could massage him with the door open. He then asked me if I wanted to go to dinner with him one day, and he tried this weekend. I told him I couldn't because I work everyday and go to church on Sunday. He then asked for my number and in which I replied sure to be friendly, I guess.I don't know why I did that. But then later changed it to I lost my phone though, so I couldn't give it to him. In the back ground, I hear Truc My yelling, "Juliet! Someone just called you!" I eventually told him that I was using my brother's phone. So as I was finishing up, he asked me if I could rub his chin.
I was like, "okay, why not.."
Then he asked me to touch his ears. I was like, "okay......"
Then!!! He held my hand to lead me to where he wants his ears to be touch, and I think I lost it. He held onto it way longer than I expected, so I pulled my hand out, and finished up.
When I finished, I asked Truc My if we could go home now. She saw that her mom wasn't finish yet, so she said not yet. I told her I am going to go hide now, and I hid in the restroom, trying to regain my composure. I then heard knocking, and I seriously thought it was the dude looking for me.
In the end, he gave me his dental card and gave me $34 tip. I think I saw him grabbed all his money out of his wallet and for what I do...it's only $10. O_o. So was it worth it..?