The life of an almost athelete.

So today was good...I guess. Started out the day..but it was unusual. I didn't receive what I usually receive, and I was frustrated in a way. But the other person seemed to be okay...So..I guess there was tension from just one side then. oh well..After practice Miss Dao made us ran a bit more and did some ladders. I was definitely tired, but I do have to admit, I love two a days. :D

So yesterday, Amy said she heard from someone that lacrosse are for the extras which basically means that whoever don't do a sport, do lacrosse. Even though that's kind of true, it isn't. There are so many amazing athletes that do lacrosse. It's just really cool. I learned a lot of things from this sport, actually. I learn that no matter what race, what clique you're in, or how old you are, whatever. Sports brought us together, as teammates and as friends.
I also got the exercise I need and actually lost 26 pounds from it. (I'ma check my weight later...) and I met and became friends with amazing people. I can definitely say lacrosse changed my life, and of course other people did too. It's just kind of cool...well!
Try outs next week =D! But I don't think I need to worry =]
I want to go buy some clothes!!! for running and cold weather! ^__^

Maybe, it's not so bad after all.

So yesterday, Truc My hit Jimie on the head. I think that's some major improvement from before. Surprisingly, hitting/smacking/punching/kicking from Truc My is always a good thing. And now they seem to talk more like they used to and calling each other brother and sister again. It makes me quite happy, haha.. :D
Thank you, Lord.

Caught in between.

I am honestly the luckiest girl in the world to have so many people care about me, especially my best friends. They always make sure if I'm alright, healthy, and happy. It's just the best feeling ever when I know they're always by my side.
But recently, something has happened, and I have no idea what's going on. Tension was created from two of them, and I don't have a clue on what to do. One can't stand the other, and the other has no idea that there is tension. She cried because the other person was being a jerk. But she won't tell me what's going on and why the other person is annoying her because she thinks she is childish.
The one that is childish has so many responsibilities. She has so many school responsibilities and home responsibilities. She has to take care of her siblings and is basically the second mom in the house. She amazes me of how much stuff she has to do, so she basically acts like an adult. She acts like an adult so much that I wonder if one day, she will let her be childish. Just once, because after all, she is still a child.
The other one had no idea what's going on, and for some reason I am kind of mad at him. He hurts her, but doesn't even know it, and I just can't help it.
Does he act that way without knowing it because I've been hanging out with her so much more lately? Could it possibly be the fact that he's doing it unconsciously because of that? Right now, I have no solutions. I don't even think I can do anything about it. So right now, I'm just caught in between, and I definitely do not want to choose sides.

Dandruff falling from the sky.

SNOW! :D
With a little bit ice on top! Hanged out with everyone else that I haven't hanged out in months..it felt weird. It was nice and all, but it felt..empty. :\
But the sight of the white sheet of snow made it better. Otherwise, it would have been a lonely day~
It's like...there's everyone there and you're surrounded by people, but you still feel empty. It doesn't make sense, and how does that even happen? Oh well. No school tomorrow either. I guess it's relaxation time :d