The burning of the lungs. The burning of the knee. The burning of the body. The burning of my soul.
I ran for the first time today in two weeks. Two long, excruciating weeks. Actually it wasn't that bad...since I had company for two weeks =]. hehe, everyday of that week too O_O. that's just...kinda cool. haha. Thanks TD. Without you, I would be thrown back into the sea of depression again.
Anyways, while I was running, my body was screaming at me. It was asking, "What the freak are you doing? Stop..just stop..." My spirit ignored it and made it keep running. In the end, I ran the mile in 12 minutes. 12 minutes..I used to do under 8.
But the pain..I don't know. It just hurts a lot. I just want to run. I just want to go back to lacrosse. I don't want to lay down and be useless. I can't even walk right.Why is my knee bent and crooked?! It's just so..blah. What do I do?!
I've never been so impatient in my life.
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