Is it worth it?

The question that always comes up when you're at your down point. When you're spirit is broken, everything broken, and you're just not sure anymore. Is it worth the pain I'm having? Is it worth everything I'm sacrificing for? Time, money, myself? Everything? Is there such thing as giving everything to someone?

I've learned in my life that a relationship has to work both ways. It can't just be one sided, or else it will never work. That isn't how a relationship works. A relationship can be between anyone, and they're usually the most important to you: family, friends, lovers. Although they are important, how can someone you love makes you feel so happy and can make you so sad at the same time? It's just strange and confusing how that can happen so easily.

 It just makes you think how vulnerable and strong you can be with them around. They are your weakness and they are your strength. They are a part of you. They are everything to you. Are you to them? Make sure you are.

So is it worth it? To be so happy and the next thing you know, they make you so down. It's like a roller coaster of emotions and everything in life. What goes up must go down. No relationship is perfect, so it is bound to happen. But if the depressing side of it over weigh the more positive side, then you must let them go. If the positive side over weigh the more depressing side, never let go.

 Even though you know they are worth it, the pessimistic side can sometimes win . It'll make you think differently. You'll just want to let them go, and you say it's not worth it. When that happens, all you can do is depend on them. You're low on hope and your doubts are high. It just depends on the person that comes and tries to save you in time. The biggest enemy isn't you or him/her, but time.

"The one that cares the least controls the relationship"

-unknown

You are worth it. I'll never be the one who will care less. Thank you for caring. Thank you for saving me in time. Thank you. For everything. It almost had us, but we made it through. We almost lost it, but we made it through. I’ll see you at the end, just me and you.